I remember the safest place I could ever find
was in the back seat of your car...
He promised me that everything
I touched with love would disappear...
You may hate me for the rest of your life,
but I refuse to hate you for the rest of mine...
An angry silence
is just as powerful...
All my secrets,
all my fears...
Intent to fill my purpose in life,
I take a deep breath then breathe out...
If nothing ever changes,
nothing ever grows...
I was starting to think
that they weren't coming at all...
Chained to a mattress on the concrete floor,
in a soundproof basement where I'm safe no more...
You grew jealous of my tatted teddy bear,
claiming that he dried more of my tears...
Why is it so impossible
for my mind to forget one simple touch...
It's been seven years
since you disappeared from life...