I thought that the biggest fight in my life
was when I finally escaped your grip...
The bitter wind bites my cheeks,
reminding me that I am still alive...
It's hard to admit that I miss you,
because that admission burns me...
Suddenly I'm drowning
in a puddle of your lies...
Whatever words you have to say so desperately,
you can keep them to yourself, for I no longer...
Shame on him for what he is
but condemn your heart...
I promised myself I wouldn't let you get this...
but my defences are growing weaker and weaker...
Anger punches me fiercely in the gut,
as I realise just how much evil is always...
Lost in the moment of thoughts of my secret...
I fantasise of having nothing left to live for...
Winter is finally over,
yet blood remains in the snow...
Temptation tastes so sweet
as it pulls me even closer to the edge...
You broke into my heart
with your crowbar of perseverance...