No matter how hard it is,
I promise I will be fine without you...

Would you still turn and leave
if I dropped my denial...

Pondering love again.
Such a complex emotion...

I know you are hiding something,
I know you too well by now...

It has never been the same since you left.
The fields in my heart can no longer keep...

After all this time of talking without speaking,
the distance between us is growing like cancer...

You can't see the rose that used to be.
You can't see beyond the mystery that is now me...

It's hard to pretend that we are okay,
when the silence between us...

You still owe me a reason
for leaving me alone to cry...

It hurts like hell to know that you are not around...
to calm these screaming fears...

All the phone calls,
all the texts...

If I don't look back,
I can't watch myself painfully ignoring the plans...