I can't unfeel what I felt
when you turned your back on your family...
I cannot turn the other cheek
on these tragic matters arising...
You made a choice to walk away,
and now because of you...
How dare you deny the conversation
that unwound our intricate secrets...
If I am honest,
this newfound freedom is just a blind thought...
It's so hard to show my face around lately,
acting casual whilst trying impossibly hard...
I'm done with the crying,
done with the fear...
I don't want any more scars on my skin
that bleed out his name...
Do you ever read your ending,
afraid of starting a fire in this black winter...
These are words I never thought I'd learn to say,
but I don't want to fall again...
No one could ever persuade me to be blamed
for someone else's silence...
I won't be persuaded to change how I feel about...
your lies are like a fly that you can always hear...