I cannot believe that you are free
roaming this world like a beast...
I sit here crying
wishing I was dying...
He no longer tells me what to say
yet I still await his commands...
Today was...
A good day, a bad day...
I forgot how quickly time would pass,
just seconds per each line...
I try to see the positive
in all the things I do...
I was such a fool
when I left school...
Well pen and paper I guess I am back,
back to releasing my thoughts through you...
I remember that day so vividly
when you first opened your eyes...
I knew from that first moment
when my eyes looked into yours...
How dare you betray me,
to ignore your evil side...
I can create astounding magic
using nothing but fire alone...