I look into the reflective mirror
and view what others see...
Once again I cannot sleep
as insomnia becomes routine...
Saffie scared,
scared of talking...
I don't know where I will begin
Guess I shouldn't of let you in...
So many people think I am shy
and my confidence is low...
Sometimes life can just pass you by
while your busy making plans to die...
Just close your eyes,
hold in your cries...
The shock is instant
as it rushes through my arm...
I could have been an actress
could have been on the TV...
You say you want to be with me
but what if you found out...
A shiny, golden diamond ring,
The band to hire, which songs to sing...
Confronting my worst nightmare
of facing the evil beast...