Once i saw her smiling and laughing
actually it wasn't too long ago...

Because i loved her so much, its hard to say...
not knowing if she is alive or dead...

Making decisions is hard to do
especially if your on your own...

What is the world coming to?
is it even worth the while...

What is the world coming to?
i did try last night to end it all...

What is the world coming to?
yes you are right again, i didn't end my life...

What is the world coming to?
oh, and those pills are still there...

What is the world coming to?
I'm still alive after last night...

What is the world coming to?
what has to happen to make them stop...

I remember sitting in my room
crying night after night...

Do not love me
do not care for me...

Why am i so angry
i know i shouldn't be...