I'm not allowed to cry
crying means I'm weak...

I scratch i cut
my mind is shut...

No fur to keep her warm
no food to cure her anger...

Rain is dripping form my window
blood is dripping from my arm...

I cant sleep as i lie in bed
silence keeps me awake...

Is this nightmare really true?
am i really living without you...

Its your birthday dad
so why are you still sad...

Shes losing her mind
shes going crazy...

You really crossed the line
you told me you were fine...

I was so close to taking the pills
if only my phone didn't ring...

Sometimes i sit
staring out the window...

Its a stormy afternoon
just like in my head...