Looking inside your eyes,
I should have seen the hurricane of danger...
I rummage through all of the crumpled and torn...
I can only apologise profusely
because I am who I am...
I wanted you so much,
but you were never around...
Yesterday is all that is on my mind,
but I know looking back is just a trap...
I feel like a Tsunami has crashed into a...
destroying my entire life...
Was it all a part of our plan
to break me down so much...
Everywhere I look around,
memories of you grind me to the ground...
I can't believe that a love which felt so strong,
so alive like nothing else matters...
I am trying to make my insecurities
disappear from my eyes every time you look at me...
I am glad the thoughts inside my mind
are mine and mine alone...
All the phone calls,
all the texts...