I thought I could find myself
if I quietly crept back towards her protected...
I try to take another step
but I can't seem to get my feet off the ground...
I start to forget every single piece of me
that I used to take care of and love...
One stormy day something drastically changed,
I knew that was just the start...
I was hurt so many times,
trying to get to where I am now...
The pain washed upon my face without permission,
seeing my fear made him stronger...
It breaks my weeping heart
that somewhere along...
We are survivors of these vicious shark attacks,
grabbed suddenly at our weakest moment...
I fell off
the slippery grid...
I know one day you will come running back,
claiming to have changed your mind again...
The memory of addiction is so fresh,
I can almost taste it...
I used to feel so free,
staying up all through the night...