I wish hindsight could have warned me
what we were stepping into...
Looking back in a different light,
it's clear to see that you didn't understand...
You say the same things until it becomes painful
to the ears of my aching heart...
There was a girl inside of me
ignoring signs of our love breaking quietly...
My insecurities are like police on patrol,
guarding a set of never ending stairs into my...
Experience has shut me down.
The fire of self-rejection burns...
I didn't want to push too far,
but you were all I had...
It started with a promise so long ago,
words wrapped up in roses...
Another two years older,
another million miles apart...
Hiding behind the glass of tainted windows,
evading capture from a nation blind to suicide...
I keep waiting patiently
to see what you throw my way...
They say the glass is never empty, only waiting to...
In this case, it has been emptied, then shattered...