I thought you would try to never judge me
if you really loved me like you said...

Don't blame it on me that we broke so easily,
I tried to warn you that we were fragile...

I feel like I was forced upon this path in life
by one of the worst crimes in the world...

Everyone wanted to see her different sides,
instead of the broken soul she appeared to be...

I made a promise to myself
that even when the pain gets really bad...

In the darkness of that one desperate moment,
many years ago...

Shattered by waking up from restless dreams
after the night shift of her private life...

After all this time of talking without speaking,
the distance between us is growing like cancer...

I apologise if I act a little cold sometimes,
but I am remaining cautiously guarded...

I remember going back to your house for the first...
I was terrified and shaking...

I'm shutting down,
becoming numb...

It feels like we haven't spoken for years,
as I am hopelessly trying to believe...