Do you remember the first time my tiny hand
wrapped around your finger...

I never wanted to disappoint you
but I am aware that I made more mistakes...

I was so cold in such a dark and icy world,
I never knew such numbness could exist within me...

I try to grasp the very first time
you told me nothing would ever stop your love...

I miss the look in your eyes
that told me everything would be just fine...

How does it feel without me?
Are you constantly avoiding the thought of me...

I had so many trust issues,
relying on no one...

Every time I wake up,
I hope that I am dreaming...

She clung onto the piece of paper
that was signed with promises by you...

Every now and then
you creep into my mind...

I could say that I am not breaking inside
because you walked out the door...

Someone once told me
that I had to unlearn everything I had been taught...