I will always remember this December night
when everything we had fell apart...
Tell me right now what it will take
for you to admit that we are walking...
All that I've been thinking of
is how people always try...
I wish I had waterproof eyes
so I could try and let you close enough...
Somehow, I've become a fraction closer to you
than I ever wanted to be...
I said I was willing to give it a try,
to trust one last time with my nervous...
I feel like I am walking
in the closet of skeletons from my past...
I wish I didn't have
all these faults in my heart...
I do not have the heart of a winner
like everyone believes I do...
Fear
has strangled...
My heart sinks to the bottom
of the deepest ocean floor...
No one seemed to know the truth
of what went wrong inside her life...