It is always her words
that jump into my head...
I never thought I'd need you again,
thought I had turned a page...
Exhausted from this hurricane
of confusion and fear...
I can always depend on my knife
to get me through the trauma...
Two small voices battle inside of me
as this addiction now controls me...
Never in my life
have I struggled to breathe this much...
People will always hurt you
as long as you give them a chance to...
I often wondered
if you really knew me at all...
I haven't slept in weeks,
wishing that I didn't have...
You don't have to speak
or justify your exit to me...
I push everyone so far away
because no matter how hard I try...
Words that scar the heart
repeat through every dark cloud...