The more I try to resist the urge,
the more it destroys my sanity...

Did I deserve to eat today,
what justifies my reason...

I feel so weak for believing you
every time you told me that...

I find it very strange
to believe you never knew...

I wonder what you were thinking,
or were you deluded enough...

I'm never coming back,
no matter how many presents you buy me...

I can't stop the tears from falling,
trying not to trust you one last time...

Don't give me your time
and don't give me your love...

Through the years I kept believing
that we were figuring out a way...

No one ever saw
my body bending and breaking after dark...

I tried just about everything
to stop your heart from loving me...

You don't know your biggest fear
until it's suddenly placed right in front of you...