I try to deprive myself
of all the things I love...
The night may be over
but the monster is still here...
Scrambling free from the chains,
I jump from the mattress...
I was fooled by your lies
as you gave me permission for the tears in my...
I made you so many promises
that you knew I couldn't keep...
Eventually,
the smell of food teases my stomach...
I used to be afraid of the dark
until you introduced me to hell...
I can still feel the burning in my throat,
as you forced your liquid poison inside...
I will admit that I hide under the cover,
smothered by fear...
Do you know how hard I tried
to understand your explanations...
I sometimes convince myself
that nothing he ever said was true...
You rescued that little star,
whom had fallen down...