I gave too much of myself to you,
not knowing that all you wanted to do...
All I really want is for you
to catch my hand every time...
My heart lives in a constant state
of fight or flight...
Time spent far apart from you
leaves all the voices of doubt...
Sleep...
my nightmare...
Out of all the people
I have ever tried to lock away...
Curled up crying in the corner of my bed,
as the moon shines through my window...
My head is still filled
with paranoia from his evil games...
The sky at night leaves me contemplating
why no one could ever protect her...
Once again I am thrown into turmoil and confusion
as I try to create a big picture of a memory of...
My world feels like it's filled with secrets
which are crushing my dreams...
Can you see my fears
hidden in silence...