I wonder if you know
that the reason I hold on, is you...
I wonder if you know
that your silence is tearing me to pieces...
I need the darkness while I'm alive,
so when I look over my shoulder...
We both fought our battles
and gained what we could learn...
I closed my eyes
and as if by magic...
You are breaking my heart
like an earthquake breaks a city...
You say you love me
and that you are beside me...
Who would have guessed
that her body would show up...
I said never again
would I write a poem about you...
She keeps walking around
in the darkest of circles...
I ran from the noise
of you slamming the door behind you...
The air we breathe feeds poison into my lungs,
tainting my blood and cursing my heart...