I rewind back to eleven years ago today.
My mind was racing...

It is what you did, not what you said,
that made me look inside your heart...

This might come as a rude awakening to you,
but I am choosing not to fight any more...

I survived hell
in a world that can't stop...

I told you my deepest secret
in hope it would keep us together...

I crawl through memory lane
on my hands and knees...

I want to learn how I can change my soul
so that you will never slip away...

Leaves of regret blow past my dragging feet
as I stroll with sorrow...

I put my faith
in your sunshine dances...

There's too much going on
as confusion sets in...

I own a large collection of maps
of where my heart has crashed and burned...

I remember thinking
it would take me forever to get over you...