My truth was pushed aside
while you flooded your own eyes...
Whatever words you have to say so desperately,
you can keep them to yourself, for I no longer...
Suddenly I'm drowning
in a puddle of your lies...
It's hard to admit that I miss you,
because that admission burns me...
When you came into my life
I thought I was rescuing you...
I have only ever tried my best (and more)
to give you a life you deserve...
If the wind blows out my sun tomorrow
my heart will fill with grief...
The bitter wind bites my cheeks,
reminding me that I am still alive...
Searching for the right thing to do,
yet I seem to be going nowhere...
I thought that the biggest fight in my life
was when I finally escaped your grip...
Darkness sleeps with my five senses of love:
Fear...
It's been seven years
since you disappeared from life...