You may hate me for the rest of your life,
but I refuse to hate you for the rest of mine...
Kicking up the leaves from the frosty ground,
I take my head for a walk along these...
I cannot carry on like this,
not knowing if I will survive the pain another...
I keep thinking about it
over and over again...
He promised me that everything
I touched with love would disappear...
This day has never been the same
since we buried you beneath an April sky...
I try so hard to control my heart,
but I cannot deny that I still...
Your past is not your identity,
it is simply one part of your journey...
I remember the safest place I could ever find
was in the back seat of your car...
Something you know exists;
a thing you know is dangerous...
In life I have learned
that it is not who you are...
Where can it go next
if you are already walking...