You cannot keep buying their love,
you are already too deep in debt...
I still remember that girl on the run,
who simply strayed between trust and fear...
She has become a shattered mind hidden away,
praying for amnesia to stay...
I spent half a life not being able to breathe,
never feeling that I could ever be free...
I can't stay the favourite girl in solitary...
becoming the piece of creation you had beyond a...
Aching thoughts of you get me caught up in this...
almost making you real...
I do not need you in my life,
nor do I want you to be any part of it...
My unspoken rule of life is eternal isolation.
My sensitivity training has gone out the window...
My Sleeping Beauty,
I hope you are living your true desire...
Splash!
Another tear drowns me...
Sometimes I see you standing sheepishly
on the sharp corner of your life...
I hope you are happy with the damage you have...
suddenly life is like a nightmare again...