I'm sorry i wasn't there
i thought you were safe...

I used to wish you back to life so I could be with...
to have you back right by my side as if you were...

You convinced yourself that I would belong to you
always and forever...

I'm begging please for you to take
all of your words away...

I know that people judge you
because I used to judge you too...

If I walked barefoot for a thousand miles
to show up at your door...

I wish I knew you sooner,
before I believed that all good things...

A thousand dynamites explode
through the thunderous air...

I'm staring at the plate of food
Its staring back at me...

Standing on the scales, I watch the numbers rise,
praying they will be higher than the day before...

Believing
in yourself...

Black eye, swollen cheek,
just another reminder...