I have become a renegade
to the radiant sun...

Was I just your back up plan for when you were...
or did you just always see a weakness in me...

To Twinkle Toes,
You left me a letter so I'm going to reply...

...
First version of the poem...

When you came into my life
I thought I was rescuing you...

You rescued that little star,
whom had fallen down...

The more I try to resist the urge,
the more it destroys my sanity...

Mirror of the future,
where is my home...

Intent to fill my purpose in life,
I take a deep breath then breathe out...

Shattered by waking up from restless dreams
after the night shift of her private life...

I have spent a lifetime
hiding with loneliness in the darkness...

I can feel my heart beating silently,
so I guess that proves it's there...