It's so hard to show my face around lately,
acting casual whilst trying impossibly hard...
People come and people go,
looking through you now I realise...
Dark night
with starry skies...
After all this time of talking without speaking,
the distance between us is growing like cancer...
I have my pen on speed dial
because it's my emergency contact...
I will plan to spend my nights with you,
even if it's only in my dreams...
You don't know your biggest fear
until it's suddenly placed right in front of you...
By reading this poem
you are agreeing to see horrific things...
Looks like spring is here
The beautiful coloured leaves...
Sun beaming atop the snow covered hill
Peering through clear glass windows and...
Herons in the lake
were rising from Winter's tide...
I push everyone so far away
because no matter how hard I try...