She is so selfish sometimes
Saying suicidal remarks...

I rewind back to eleven years ago today.
My mind was racing...

Hiding behind the glass of tainted windows,
evading capture from a nation blind to suicide...

Though time may pass,
many secrets still remain...

She took a deep breath
and whispered a thought into a flower...

My world feels like it's filled with secrets
which are crushing my dreams...

The pain just will not stop
the tears continue to drop...

My wild thoughts of suicide
are getting out of control...

I could drink myself to death
but then Ive tried doing that before...

Too much pain thats kept inside
all these feelings i have to hide...

No one knew the dementing torture
that repeating memories poisoned her mind with...

No one understands just how many memories
can open up within a tear...