I try to see the positive
in all the things I do...

Today I believed your lies again-
a habit I can't seem to break...

Too afraid to close my eyes at night,
I lay awake and stare into my demons...

The smell of your smoke still lingers,
reminding me of one more thing that you refuse to...

Kicking up the leaves from the frosty ground,
I take my head for a walk along these...

How could I have known
that you would never be back home again...

Unwanted intruders suddenly trespass
across the gardens of my mind...

There is thunder in my heart again,
stronger than ever before...

As much as it hurts me to admit;
I just can't deny the pain I feel...

Trust is some thing strong,
so hard to give to others...

Trusting you was my mistake
I only wanted some help...

The bitter wind bites my cheeks,
reminding me that I am still alive...