I felt so alone
as I carried my secret past behind my smile...

The light slowly fades
as the sun disappears behind the hill...

Stuck inside this desolate tomb,
isolated and withdrawn...

I am drowning
deeper and...

Blackie got re homed today
I am really glad...

Just when things were going right
you had to go and start this fight...

You don't need to get defensive about it,
I'm just letting you know...

I sometimes feel lost behind my trusted mask,
realising that saying I am okay...

Temptation tastes so sweet
as it pulls me even closer to the edge...

I try so hard to assemble myself
from the night before...

In the darkness of that one desperate moment,
many years ago...

I've waited so long
to pull out my razor again...