Eating becomes a fear,
attempts become impossible...
Crystal of clearness, reflecting rainbow colours
with your dazzling light...
The clock tower strikes
at midnight in Rome...
Sitting on the edge of leaving-
contemplating goodbye...
I thought that you understood
I came as a package deal with my past...
Eleven years have shot past my eyes,
grazing my grieving heart...
Elegantly tall,
Leafy branches looking upwards...
I always thought the past would forever feel worse...
but all it takes is for one person to shake that...
When i am alone i start to think
about how i feel deep down inside...
You can look somewhere else
for permission to return...
I wish I had taken time to think
before I made that decision...
I wonder what you were thinking,
or were you deluded enough...