Every word out of your mouth
Has been a complete lie...
A knife no longer cuts my skin
the knife is nowhere around...
You make such a difference
just by being there...
Do you ever stop and look at what you have done?
Do you ever acknowledge the crimes you have begun...
Sometimes you wake up
with a heavy cloud above your head...
Excuses excuses
what the hell are they...
Words cannot describe the horrific fear
that travelled through my body because of you...
Drifting from station to station
with a thorn in my side from your absence...
I have come to realise
that I am all alone...
Existence becomes survival,
living becomes a dream...
The sound of your exit scares me,
just as much as the sound of your entrance...
Do you know how hard I tried
to understand your explanations...