I want to be who i used to be
always smiling, laughing, living my life...

She says that i can trust her
i would like to think its true...

I remember when she gave me teddy fudge
and told me how much she loved me...

I was losing control
i broke down...

I was looking at your photo tonight
wondering so much about you...

I was such a fool
Top think just maybe...

I know i hurt you and let you down
i pay the price every day...

I remember exactly how i felt
the day i was going to see you...

You killed my Gran
You killed my granddad...

Today was jess's first birthday
i wasn't even with her for it...

I wish there was no past
but a future...

I felt so alone
so sad...