I know that you've been hurt
i can see that you're in pain...
Sometimes we would talk between the silence,
but please don't believe that we stayed in touch...
People always say to me
what do you want from life...
Its you're funeral today
But I am out of the way...
I cant believe how scared he makes me
its just so obvious for anyone to see...
I let you down so much
don't think that i don't care...
There used to be so much sorrow behind these eyes...
a lonely girl passing away into the inviting black...
Away from home
Away from school...
You still haven't called
Probably too busy, or unwell...
I still feel bad for letting you go
Cos the way it happened was wrong...
I'm not perfect
But I can smile...
I take this box of chalk
and begin to colour the pavements...