In a familiar place of insecurity,
I can feel you drifting further away...

Can you hear my pen
as it scribbles your name...

You published "Groomed"
to expose a secret...

Sometimes hearts connect
for reasons we don't yet know...

That moment of intense pain
when you feel the heat...

Blankly staring at
the same space as yesterday...

I had such a different plan for my life,
until you dragged me somewhere else...

I wish I didn't care, so I pretend not to,
but it's hard to deny that I feel so many emotions...

Even with my eyes closed,
I can still see the disappointment...

Standing in the background
merging quietly into shadows...

I'm not allowed to cry
crying means I'm weak...

Is this nightmare really true?
am i really living without you...