When I was younger
I wish I knew what I know now...

Last night you took your life away
In one moment you were gone...

I'm so confused about everything
why cant they just leave me...

Eventually,
the smell of food teases my stomach...

I'm stuck here trusting no one,
since trust has all been taken from me...

There used to be a time when I was quiet,
my eyes always seemed dry...

Imagine a soul
dying all alone...

A frozen river,
stars weeping amidst the moon...

I do not need you in my life,
nor do I want you to be any part of it...

Guiding my boat through calm waters
in the peaceful hours of the night...

So may things can be so hard to believe,
even though they are clear to see...

Heart wrenching pain
searing through my chest...