If I am honest,
this newfound freedom is just a blind thought...

I don't even know what to write any more
to make the pain go away...

I sit and i cry
i feel the need to cut...

All I ever wanted was for you to tell the truth,
which I believe you have known all along...

I wish you were here right now,
perhaps you would be more able than I...

When you see my cuts
do you see my fears...

Do you ever think of changing
Into someone new...

When your sad,
feeling alone...

You inserted me with hope
after your fireworks of love...

Looking down
such a long way to fall...

Suddenly the rain came down,
leaving me sinking in the sand...

I don't think I'll last this year
I cant seem to get my life back...