Why is it when you tell me how i feel i believe it more than my own words themselves??

When im alone and say to myself "it will be ok, im going to let him go" then when im talking to you you say "i hear you want me more than ever, but cant have me" i know ur words are true

I hate how everytime im almost over you, you make me fall in love all over again.

I hate it how you dont call me, i only call you
i hate how i sit and waite for you when u dont wait for me,
i hate how i love you when u dont love me
i hate how if i walk out of your life you wont come after me

Im sitting here looking at myself in the mirror as black tears run down my face. It's been like this everyday for months...all because of you

I couldnt believe it.. you drew a line in permanent marker. The worst line in the world..the line of friendship. </3

Please lie to me...one last time?</3

&& i can't believe it...i fell in love...but this isnt how i hoped it would end...the part where you left..

&& its just another sad love story where the girl falls in love with her best friend...but the feelings arnt mutual. :(

You're all i think about,
you're the only person i want to be with,
you're the only one i go on msn for,
you're the only one who i can truly never hurt
you're the one i would die for
i gave you my all...so where did i go wrong??