I lay awake in my bed at night.
The tears I hold back are hard to fight...

Sometimes I sit and think.
I think of all the things that have brought me...

Im suffocating in a room of air.
All this pain leaves me in despair...

We are the lost generation.
One day to be rulers of this nation...

I used to love to snort coke,
I would snort it until I choked...

I hate this person I am today.
I hate the person I was yesterday...

Poem called: Forgiveness
Tormented By the thoughts that swarm my mind...

They've been beside me through thick and thin.
When I see them I can't help but grin...

In my heart theres an empty space.
Just waiting for something it can embrace...

Grab the thoughts that float around.
Take them by the neck and slam them to the ground...

So here's what it's come to, when I realize my...
Deciding whether to go on, or end it all with...

I don't know how to survive
I have no need to strive...