I'm so tired
of feeling so numb...

I listen to the comforting words you say
that make all the bad go away...

The warmth in between our linked hands,
feels like the warm sun's kiss...

The battle within myself,
Deciding what path to choose...

Small to big,
parallel lines...

I think of how many times,
you've broke this fragile heart of mine...

You SUCK!
When I see you...

I thought I missed you,
boy was I stupid...

I made a mistake.
This lie I told you...

I tell you I don't love you,
I hope you know that's not true...

Do I really love you,
or are you just a distraction...

I must be good at hiding my feelings,
because no one seems to know...