As I grasp the pen
my hand begins to shake...
The scent of love runs through the air as we walk...
I do...
IT awakens me at night
IT makes me clench my pillow so tight...
I run the streets like a lost boy without parents...
When the air is thick on stormy nights, sometimes...
A breeze brushes against my neck. I hear a soft...
The wind begins to pick up again; I can feel...
Sometimes I speak loud and clear
Even then, no one's near...
My body seems to be gagging on every word that you...
Leaving me sicker by each day...
My head is pounding
From what, I dont know...
Perception is in the minds eye,
but my eyes are gone...
I wish I wasn't about to say this.
I no longer feel that spark when we kiss...
The walls are closing in on me
There are things i can't take...
As if the air in my lungs were frozen every time...
my heart seems put on pause by a glimpse of her...