Im sorry we had to end like this
Im sorry you had to leave

Im sorry I ever loved you
Im sorry for the pain I felt.

Put the gun in my hand
The pills in my drink
The rope around my neck
The razor to my wrist

I will be dead
You will be the reason

There are no cures for the disease of the dying love you left me with
It overcomes me and engulfs my soul
Heart beats faster
And I begin to fade

The tumbstone says
"Rest In Piece"
I say
"Rest in Pieces"

Ambitious hearts never search
we act as if ecstasy ridden
we die with unsettled truth
drained of the beloved beauty we once were.

Forget
only to remember the past
forget
only to remember the lies
Why is it,
that i forget to forget you?