The future is going to be there,
ready or not

I wish you would love me the way I love you
I wish I was what you saw when you wake up
I wish you knew I was alive
I wish for you

Take just one moment
Try to read my eyes

Try to see the fear and pain behind them

Im sorry we had to end like this
Im sorry you had to leave

Im sorry I ever loved you
Im sorry for the pain I felt.

Put the gun in my hand
The pills in my drink
The rope around my neck
The razor to my wrist

I will be dead
You will be the reason

There are no cures for the disease of the dying love you left me with
It overcomes me and engulfs my soul
Heart beats faster
And I begin to fade

The tumbstone says
"Rest In Piece"
I say
"Rest in Pieces"

Ambitious hearts never search
we act as if ecstasy ridden
we die with unsettled truth
drained of the beloved beauty we once were.

I hate how when "I hate you"
I fall that much harder for you

This goodbye is going to stick to you like glue