When he passed away.
a big part of me died that day...
I Smiled Today Thinking Of You.
I Almost Called You Today...
Why did everyone just give up on me?
Do they ever think or even dream about me...
Go get the mask out
Its time to leave...
I can't explain why
Every second of my day i want to cry...
I am tired of being strong
I am tired of holding it in...
Why can't you just say
what you really feel...
I don't know what to do, I'm going insane,
I'm causing myself, more and more pain...
I feel its all my fault
I feel so hurt...
I can not put into words how i feel
this just seems unreal...
On days that i think about you i cry i think about...
r.i.p. grandma...
That's what they tell you, right? That all will be...
But since they don't know, the words aren't theirs...
I'm wide awake at dawn,
Because you're gone...
Lifting my glass to my lips,
Sobbing silently inside my heart...
Looking back at me
And what do you see...
I feel lost and sad
There's no way to get out...
As she walks-head straight down,
no one knows they cause that frown...
This time of year is always hard
It reminds us of what we've lost...
So many mixed emotions
I wish would go away...
You're gone now
Too long now...
You are my role model and though you have passed
The memories we shared together forever they will...
** dedicated to my grandmother who meant...
my heart aches in our distant memories...
Hard times are approaching
You're gone...
I hear you name just once,
And tears begin to fill my eyes...
I lost something near it hurts everyday.
Hoping someday you will chose to stay...
Not all my scars show on the outside,
the ones that do are memories i dont need 2 hide...
I miss you more than words can say
i never felt so lost when i lost you that day...
Why did u have to go?
I miss you so much...
I didnt get to say goodbye
The unsaid words, Still in my mind...
I wonder what your doing
i wonder where you are...
The time has come to say goodbye,
Fighting with my grief...
We are all breaking down
Because you aren’t around...
Look what you have done
Look what I have become...
Suicide,
a raging hole of fire...