I see you laugh,
I see you smile...
Hey you, over there,
Do you still recognise me...
Do you know misery? I do. It lives inside my body...
The heaviness of misery resides on the shoulders...
You're always with me
Next to me, behind me looking over my shoulder...
Tired to tell what's really inside
Tired of constantly making up my mind...
Pain I feel deep in my heart,
Divided in two by the feel of your depart...
There is this picture of you in my mind,
This picture is from the day that you died...
I know you were proud of me for who I am,
I know you praised my talents like no one ever...
There are many things I'd like to say...
Who am I?
I ask myself, a question heavy on my mind...
Whoever may care, I'm a girl of 18,
I stand at a crossroad, my in between...
Yesterday I felt different,
I felt like the girl who didn't belong...