Pain, Suffering,
How much you have hurt me...

Why can't I
get it through my head...

No one understands,
Why can't you all just let me be...

I see you all there,
judging me...

*hey-didn't want to put this in the slang section...
So confused...

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Today is not my day...

I sit here so stressed
because of my ex...

I have been a teenager.
I have been a baby, depending on others...

*read part 1 first!*
Brian got a girlfriend, Rachael...

*very long*
I am in love with Brian Ellis...

To be or not to be
That is my question...

She woke up the morning after
and glanced at the mirror...