Will this IMPERFECT HEART of MINE be able to LET YOU GO???

Last night i tried but I couldn't sleep, all I could think of was YOU..... it might be you... the person I've been looking for.....

You taught me how to LOVE but NEVER taught me how to FORGET........

When you're gone..
darkness becomes my best friend...
while brightness becomes my enemy ..

When will i hear you say that you love me?? i am patiently waiting but i am the one who is suffocating deep down inside my heart.. even though it hurts, i will wait for you....

And it's all because of you...
that i started smiling again...
that i changed for the better...
that i got to see how beautiful the world was..
that i could love again..
that my dreams came true...
and yes it's because of you...

Change isn't always bad but it also isn't good. now i look out my window, wishing you were the person i met before.

You told me . . . .
to never give up..
to stay strong.. .
to follow my dream . .
to love you forever ..
until one day... you changed ..

Seeing you in pain like this, makes me sad and want to cheer you up. but there are some things that are stopping me. it's not the time yet.... we will have to go through some rough roads. but in the end we will have a happy ending...

I am so CONFUSED. MY HEART says TO LOVE YOU, but REALITY says NOT TO.....