It kills me every morning and nite knowing that im not the 1 you wake up with and fall asleep holding. and when i wake up i know that its just another day in my life without you.It just kills me. </3

I should be happy that i got you back.Now i feel like crap even more.Idk why.Yes i do love you&always will.But idk what to do.Im only happy sometimes.And thats mostly when im not with you.&I do NOT want to lose you again.So what should i do?

So you can hate me forever but when it comes to him being your best friend youll be over it tomorrow? what the hell? what should i do?

Im confused and alone without you
and it like REALLY sucks. =S.

When you left so did my happiness all my emotions the love of my life my feelings my sunshine our friendship so did my strengths my warm safe feeling and all the love i had for anyone and this is all cause YOU LEFT </3

Umm have i told you here lately that i HATE my life even MORE since you left? just wondering

Im happy with him&ur happy with her.when i think about us im not sad im happy cause i know that i can be that happy&more with him.&u think the same thing.now we smile when we see each other we smile cause everything is ok

Its hard to make believe your happy when your skies are gray. its hard to fake a smile every freaking day. but its ok?

I dont see how i ever loved you or had feelings for you. your such a butt anymore well unless you want something, then i see why. so im done with this game we're playing. that means im done with you and i DO MEAN it this time!</3

And now ever time i see you with her
when i see how happy your are with her
and when i see that look you give her that you used to give me
and the way you love her
i want to be her
cause i had all that once
and now she has it
and i have nothing