The darkness is here upon my heart
watching my world fall apart...

Your hands are mine only to hold
living with my heart when it turned cold...

You make me smile when i want to cry
you help me live when i want to die...

I have no words i cannot feel
this empty feeling is so surreal...

I was stupid enough to believe your lies
and now its come as no surprise...

The sky is dark and full of fear
your distant memories have brought me here...

I'm sick of feeling like I'm being used
like I'm unwanted and abused...

I hide away from people like you
thinking you know what i have been through...

Hating you for days on end
trying to salvage whats left of my friend...

You don't need to cry there is no shame
for what the future holds is just gods game...

He can't touch me when you're there
but you didn't know you didn't care...

I'm sick of placing the blame on you
helping me fail in what i do...