I wish you could be here with us and see us cry
were all here feeling helpless and wondering why...

My thoughts and cries you can't define
the distant memories are yours and mine...

He can't touch me when you're there
but you didn't know you didn't care...

I'm sick of feeling like I'm being used
like I'm unwanted and abused...

Theres a girl, lonely as hell
But no one else can really tell...

Inside your heart is where you feel the shame
but no ones different everyone's the same...

I fall in love but just with you
and the crazy things you make me do...

I'm sick of placing the blame on you
helping me fail in what i do...

You make me smile when i want to cry
you help me live when i want to die...

Secrets are what you hide secrets are what you...
secrets are the reason you sit there crying...

You need to suffer for what i feel
and how your lies seem so real...

All the times Ive cried cause it you Ive been...
wasting all my wishes on you and me kissing...