Staring out of my window,
as I listen to the sky...
Drifting into the expansiveness
of the moments when you once...
I Don't Know Why I Did It,
But Now I See The Truth...
I can hear them again
Him yelling at her...
Curled up upon comfy purple
sheets, listening to the rain's...
Every single moment
Has stayed in me...
Miss you nights
Quiet night sounds serenade...
Collections of memories, emotions, reflections,
reside in the psyche, "an immaterial part of...
I'm stuck here
Nothing seems right...
While the beautiful fairy tale was ending,
the princess realized a sad one awaiting...
In a world of sick twists,
Light is only to be blinded by the dark...
Wounded from the past; now scared of letting go
A broken heart and ash burnt pictures, still won't...
It's just those days I'm wishing for a fantasy to...
Someone to wipe my tears and heal my pain and...
Persona of someone everyone dreams of,
Ever so charming, sweet and cute...
They say you have to kiss a few frogs before you...
Took so long to find that I thought he didn't...
Torn between two lovers
Hearing her sweet voice on the line...
I'm lost in this world without you
And the days go by and it seems like years...
Flesh endures relentless fire
Metal courses through bone...
Sticks and stones
may break my bones...
Sexual desires ignite, attracting us closer
like magnets that touch within seconds...
It blew so hard , the wind
and in my ear it whispered her name...
Drink your medicine, thickly sweet
Gulp it greedily from mother's teat...
I'm not perfect, but you want me to be
You don't accept me for me...
Sweet Agony,
Why must you stay here with me...
Feeling so empty
nothing but pain...
We too, are literate,
We pose our-self by candlelight...
Suddenly I have lost you
Your disposition shifting like the hands of time...
Floating high in the clouds above,
A woman watches, eyes filled with love...
This may sound strange,
Probably even stupid, i know...
Collab with A Porcelain Heart for club contest.
The moment my eyes met yours all sanity walked out...
Losing his lady
A figure alone in a crowd, head held high...
It's a terrifying sound when you can't fill your...
A song even worse when your heart speaks in...
Girl and guy, hand in hand,
Walking along, footprints in dusty brown sand...
When i wanted approval
you shut me down...
You don't know how I hurt inside,
as you walk hand in hand with her...
Where were you then,
when I needed you most...
It's hard to look at you,
after all that we've been through...
I'll wear this round my neck because
you gave it to me...
Single rose in a crystal vase
Lonely dewdrop tears glisten...
I wake up in the morning with you beside me
With just one look from you, my soul is set free...
The doctors say it's just a matter of time,how...
that behind this solid exterior,there's a weaker...
Now adays I ask myself ,what did I ever see in you...
I just keep wondering,why did u always made me...
They always tell us to just say no. Maybe that's...
When you shatter eggshells, you remember all the...
Take my hand and lead me on
Travel that road in perfect daylight...
I wish I had the words to say
I'm really not alright...
*..no idea.
Here am I laying in this bed...
Every single night,
I look up at the moon...
Carried upon a breeze
his soft voice came to me...
A Scarlet Kiss ( Sonnet)
Scarlet was her kiss left upon his cheek...
This plague devours millions
crawls inside each vibrant mind...
Time creeps slowly by
this hell on Earth, my life...
**The Lines {This wasn't meant to happen...
His name was never supposed to show up on this...
Yesterday is just another memory ;
One more day you made me laugh so hard I cried...
I can be the stars ,
That light up your night sky...
The Waiting
Empty days like this...
Holding hands, caressing nights, fervent hearts,
What we had seemed perfect from the very start...
On a bed of roses I give myself to you
and as the stars and moon shine down on us...
Thank you Dani for helping me with the end. Ilysm...
Once upon a time.
A girl believed in you...
Thoughts about a spent life time come to mind
Those painful memories of past mistakes aren't...
As I lay there in your arms ,
I'd never felt so safe and warm...
From out of the darkness,
Came along my loving knight...
Sometimes in life we take a chance.
I give myself to you, for this dance...
Secrets, and more Secrets
Lies, and more Lies...
I've been burning down bridges left and right,
looking for some sympathy beyond these false lies...
Little bird with broken wing
Oh how sad the song you sing...
I'm living off an assumption that never should...
Distant thoughts...
Beautifully formed crimson lips, so luscious.
Each wrinkle and curve so visible by the eyes...
Follow the maze in circles,
we twirl around the bend...
Craving dark passion,
In chunks of addictive bliss...
Yearning to be with you more each day,
as time passes, the only person I want is you...
It all began about 60 years ago,
On a very special summers day...
(Just for you readers, the vow I'm talking about...
It makes me want to run but I don't know where...
Alone in the dark night
The moon is shining bright...
Blood splattered on the walls....
flesh in the halls...
I sit in the darkness yet again,
I tell people I'm fine but its all pretend...
Nasty little secrets,
word you'll never speak...
Screaming in the darkness
Scratch out a piece of time...
I'll never forget
the night you cried...
Sunset
-sigh- the smell of fear is in my mouth, nose...
Nightwalker is my name and all I long to is the...
Were I may find the lust inside to welcome it to...
Drip, drip, drip thats all I ever hear. nothing...
The sound of blood... Down my lips, utter bliss...
Dreams of misty Babylon, of moonlit deserts
Of tales of knights of the infinite sands...
Looking out on the world they wonder with their...
Curiosity leads them on a leash to hellish cries...
Still I cry when I think of you,
Alone, where nobody can see...
Looking deeply into those comely eyes that go on...
butterflies tickle her with hope; making her heart...
"Mr Jekyll, it's been a while,
And still I've never seen your smile...
Days just slowly pass by,
No longer do we talk...
A bleeding heart does not yet mourn,
Though waiting for death to unpleasantly dawn...
If I could momentarily crawl into the ruins of my...
I'd be staring at an incomplete being through...
BEAUTIFUL SWAN:
its raining where that girl is...
There's a world where dying roses grow,
each shudder out one final bloom...
All these thoughts going round in my head.
Lots of words that need to be said...
I'm so beaten and bruised,
You don't seem to even care...
Yes I've been told I'm beautiful
And I'm sure I have my good days...
Abysmal elegy whispers nuclear poetry,
artificial within enliven cosmic volcano...
I have given you my heart,
Keep it safe in your hands...
When summer sun bids goodnight
Winged creatures have ceased in flight...
No where near passionate life or the fateful dead
Not able to feel any bliss or a trace of dread...
Scarf of death
Venus smiling before my eyes...
They always told me when you get in quite a large...
After all of this time has passed,
I don't remember what you like...
Softly, the rain falls, nature's tears
Nurturing life as it appears...
She sits by her window quietly,
Watching the day turn into night...
When we first met,
My heart already knew...
Each Spring, the mild wind will chase the snow,
The daffodils will lay a golden carpet in forests...
I was happy once.
But today I was crushed...
Withdrawal...
The eyes are all upon my soul...
Look in her eyes, so deep, so sad
Look at her smile, the sadness it hides...
Dying Shadows Dance
Silently falling asleep...
Surrounded by burning coldness and false hope
These feelings inside are ones that I cannot cope...
Watch this heart shatter,
The broken pieces scatter...
Looking back on everything,
I still remember his smile...
"Beautiful" -- the word drips like...
Sizzling upon the contact of your lips unto my...
You asked me last night if I loved you
I thought my emotions were plain to see...
The sweet aroma of twilight
coils within the smoke and the rain...
Crystallized candy surrenders to the ground.
Wrought from the very essence of malice...
She hides alone in her room,
Looks to the stars at night...
Just to have you with me
I would have done almost anything...
When I get the strength to leave , I look at...
It ' s funny how I used the word " couple...
A wish it would rain forever,
So you won't see me crying...
A tear in the fabric of reality
An illusion or the truth...
Broken to bits and cold to the bone,
one mistake and you're left all alone...
There were times you could not understand
That what life was going through was wrong...
Hide-and-seek hearts
have a mind of their own...
Bubbles of tranquil love caress the temples of...
Mystifying blood cells while relaxing upon...
Overprotected
oh...
Every time I see your eyes,
my heart skips a beat...
You whispered sweet nothings in my ear.
All the while for just me to hear...
I'm not sure I want to get better
Put an end to all these tears...
You never long for sunshine until all you have is...
Why...
Good bye my love, good bye ,
no more tears , no more lie...
Like swift sails against strong wind,
stubborn, yet wavering, struggling to align...
They started singing slowly
To let us catch our breath...
Why did you have the erg to cheat,
what did I do that was so wrong...
I would love not to believe
that everything happens for a reason...
Rip me open slowly,
You like to hear me shout...
What would you do...?
If I would stare right through your eyes...
I see you walk down the hall
I call your name...
The dark grew slowly,
Riding bare-back...
What does it take to make a woman's heart sing?
Is it the sight of her newborn baby, born out of...
Piercing needles inside the bruising skin on my...
Hurting inside, trying to get better but all I do...
Run Away
Say Good-bye...
Stabbing me with intensity it digs deep into my...
No matter how much I tug it does not want to part...
Never once did she let a tear fall down
For she thought it would make her weak...
Sweet hellos and sad goodbyes
Every time you leave I cant help but to cry...
Last night
I heard...
I am not usually capable of hate,
but you deserve nothing less...
The pain of losing you
Is killing me deep inside...
Intertwine our fingers
as we walk hand in hand...
Transfixed with fear of whats to come,
But he will never know...
Love can mean a lot of things,
The word has a billion definitions...
Getting lost in my dreams
One more time...
Hate me if you want to
Love me if you dare...
We're finally together,
Laying side by side...
As thy lustful eye rests upon thy fair maiden
So doth my heart yearn for ones true love...
As the tears fall from my golden eyes
and fall through the moonlit night...
Walking out the door with a bag in his hand,
He turned around with a frown pressed on...
I know you're about to leave
We're soon to be over...
Can you try pretending you love me still?
This broken heart's getting weaker each day...
A rose blooms
Clearly in sight...
Animal instincts,
Pheromones on the high...
Woke up this morning in a strangers arms,
With my white Sunday dress on the floor...
When you used to love me
Everything was fine...
She slipped way
Lonely, she's lost...
Just now begin to search
Over splashing waves, for the everlasting world...
As she reads the words he wrote,
Her teardrops fall like rain...
Another tear falls from my eyes.
My heart slowly dies...
Star light, star bright
can you see me cry tonight...
The symbol of love
Heavenly and pure...
When i look back and no one
is there thats when i can...
Sublimed magnificence with a gracious heart
Virtue disguised to ensemble human form...